letter of love

good morning . . .one thing you should know, whatever happens, I love you.
It might be a fight, a quarrel, long gaps of silence, but there is no doubt that I love you. You are the one and you know this. . . right?
Think yourself and you will know that this is the case with me. You express and say it out that am everything for you, which needless to say, shows in your actions also . . .but in my case most of the circumstances go round and appear to stand against what I mean when I say I love you. And selfishness, there is this selfishness in me, I admit. But haven't I told you many times when I am in positive thoughts that some one as selfish as myself also had noticed how giving and sensitive , to a great degree, this relationship has made me? no matter what, again I say, despite everything, I love you. I can only love you. Because you know me better than anyone, 'cuz I know, even in my selfishness, that one person who cares and loves me like himself is YOU.
And this fact, I have realized in due course of time and I believe what I have realized. It is one of those things that I believe in without having to be told to believe in, you are the one in whom I trust without having to be told to do so, you are the one whom I love without having made to think twice, remember . . . it's a long span of time and these things are built and strengthened on the bases of those years.
In short, I Really  Really Love You if there is anything that's called love. Have written from my heart, am proud  of having written this. Am saving this particular message. Therefore . . . happy anniversary. 

I can see that which you cannot see
So let's not talk about it . . .

I sometimes feel like just leaving everything and  going for something 'lighter' to do, something which wouldn't matter much even if you failed...but then I remember, someone once told me, given a choice it would be better to stay and see how things go on, than go for an  exile of voluntary ignorance

maybe it's not always jealousy, maybe it's a gut feeling that awaits verification in due course of time.

To every Linton there's a Heathcliff,
To every Edward there's a Jacob. 

If you let them, they will drown you in their mediocrity.
Unless you reclaim your turf, you have to put up with the crapping world around you.

Live and then, die in it.

 Most of the time, while cribbing for things we do not have, we forget who we have on our side.